i was away today, somewhere else and i had nothing to do. so i wrote to you. there was lots of silence and everyone was working, i was the only one who could have the spare time to think about you; i wrote to you. i thought about so many things but they all trailed back to you. i think i know why-- you're everything. no matter what, if i think about something else it trails back to you, thats how i know <3.

came back around 2 o clock and i saw your face. something happened, its only happened once before. everything feels so perfect, more perfect than before. everything you said to me the night before meant so much. i'm not going to break down, freak out or make threats. all i do is go to you, all you do is tell me. all these things you've done; i thought about them today and i realized something; it; you; us.

either the moons were aligned or you wore a different cologne. something happened and i feel so different. i couldnt stop smiling, i was so happy; i still am. that visit we had- priceless. nothing can compare to you. i came home and i was still smiling, i had a huge ridiculous grin on my face. my mom asked if i was up to something. but i couldnt explain... i dont know what i would do without you.

everything, all the days, moments and kisses-- today was probably the happiest day i've had in a long time. you make everything priceless and cute. you make everything i do meaningful. i love you. but it still cant be put into words--

soo much.