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you showed me how it feels- to feel the sky within my reach. and i always will remember all the strength you gave to me. your love made me make it through, oh i owe so much to you. cause you were right there for me. you were always just waiting, never asking silly questions or telling me to do. you just sat there with a goofy look on your face, but love in your heart. you sit there just looking at me. i think in my head and i have a problem. i need you, i go to you, and you fill my heart with hope that there will be better days. i love how you can just do that---
all i need is a little pushing. no one telling me what to do, just someone telling that it will be okay. dont tell me whats right and whats wrong. i'm doing this for me, you don't know what's up in my head. how do you know everything that i mean? i hope it never stops. i fade into your arms to breath and rest my head on your shoulder- i'm in heaven. i just tell you whats up and you tell me its alright. you tell me to try, and try again. you tell me you'll always be there, always running along side with me, doesnt matter if it rains- we got coats, doesnt matter what day it is- we dont have a schedule.
its almost that feeling that we had before- everyone waits for that person who's there to push them. but not to the limit because the limit is as far as you'll go till you blow. you'll blow everything if you go that far. even if its over something so little, its not their fault. its the thought- and its wrong. dont try to win the prize again.
maybe things will be a little bit better off like this. sometimes you seem invisible and its hard to see you. you push me away sometimes, i feel unneeded. sometimes you avoid the stain and dont want to wash it out. some days, you insist to pull me down, maybe not on purpose but it works. youre playing off my emotions and you try me so much. well baby youre too much for me sometimes. i dont want to deal with it, we're better off this way. i know you'll try to make it end up like last time, but i'll refuse despite how hard it is to keep the light shining when its dying. all the things you said are lovely and their running through my head. knowing you has opened my eyes, but they need to shut- for a while. theyre tired from staying up too late. your kiss still stains my lips, i refrain to wash it off. the thought of you still sticks to my mind, i stop myself from erasing it. i dont know if i will, i dont know how long it will take.
i could save you from your mistakes, but i need you to tell me first. you need to hold me tight and let me know if everything will alright this time- for real. i dont want another excuse for all those things that went wrong. you shouldnt be doing it anyways. you know you shouldnt but you tell yourself "she'll get over it"--well i'm not. you told me you wouldnt and you changed your mind because you let you inside too far.
you've made a fool of everyone-- it was late in september and ive seen you before. i was never that sure. i saw you standing there all by yourself and i was changed. ever since that day-- <3 i dont know anymore my love. just talk to me
it was late afternoon. the blossoms had died from the cold air and i saw you standing there. waiting for me, you smiled at me and made me feel warm inside even though i had no jacket on. my goose bumps went away and my cheeks were pink. you make me feel so beautiful-- dont make that feeling go away just because of your mistake. its hard to breath without you. you know you're better than that, i know you're better than that. so why cant you be better than that?
mm. everything is delirious. i'm doomed without you, nothing will ever be that same. i've given you chances and sometimes you showed me through, but that one time. you let me down. bring me back up again and promise me <3 i know you can lift yourself&me. its up to you now my love. --or i'll be bouncin off the walls again. you'll look like a fool again, wake up on the bathroom floor, put yourself back together then fall once again.
dont let it happen.
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