i am no super man, i have no answers for you, i am no hero, oh that's for sure but i do know one thing, its where you are is where i belong, and you know where you go, is where i wana be. are you lookin' for answers, to questions under the stars?

beautiful day out today. i learned how to balance on a skateboard and i feel so coordinated, haha but once i said that i fell back straight on my bum. ;P hehe i'm so graceful!!

tHANKgODiTSfRIDAY!!!!

today was a better day, much better than yesterday. sooo much better. i got a lot of work done and school wasn't so bad. detention felt more like a study hall though, so thanks to myself speaking out in class and earning myself a detentioni end up having no homework for tonight... pure genius right? wh00

happy day. today, i think, was the first day in a while where i didn't have to explain myself to anyone. i was on my schedule the whole time. i felt really good today. thanks<3

tonight>> football game, Portland vs. Deering Varsity @ Fitzpatricks', 7pm. don't know if i can go, much less have a ride, maybe someone will pick me up or something, but Jonah has open house tonight at 7:30, my rents might make it confusing and difficult and make me feel guilty, make me go and turn it into a family affair... morons. but hey i'll try aloufa!-i always do :wink :

tomorrow>> movies with the ace gang -hopefully...again. then a sleepover someones' house. chaa should be fun. haven't had a sleepover thing in a while with my ace gang, and i miss 'em. bowling might still be an option but we'll have to look into the currency issue.

thanks so much. i love you always<3 you make me feel like i'm my own person again.

hey again. its happened again, and i dont care about them. they can go suck leaches for all i care. its my life and its none of their buissness. gahhh. ace gang<3

i have an english paper due tomorrow... first draft anyways. ugh. i'm writing about my new place. yes my new place, finally. i'm so excited! its 6:32 this morning, and its kind of cold, maybe 55, but to hell with it because i'm wearing a skirt. mwahaha

well... i must go get ready now. i'm off to school, then detention until 3:20- blahhh.

thanks<3i love you.

yes well hello again. today wasn't very eventful for me. it had it had its ups and downs, the only thing i'm really happy about is geting a 100 on my science test... which never happens. school was kind of a drag, mrs lane was passing out detentions like candy to four year olds today, i was one of those four year olds. so now, for speaking out in class, which danny howe always does, i have a 50 minute detention on thursday...wh00.

i saw him today. phone last night<3 it was nice but i'm on a break. people were asking sooo many questions today, i was getting so sick of it. i tried to explain but it just couldn't happen, seems like no one wants to listen. which is fine. by the end of the day, i got another question. MYOB i said. felt good... but something i normally don't do. i think i'll have to get sed to it though. its not their life.

i feel alright. i could be better. so many people want to start it, but who will? i don't want them to to start anything anymore. i can handle it, do they know that? i feel like shutting myself out from anyone, but i know that might be wrong... would it? ughh...

i miss it. <3 but i need time...

i'm here once again, just with another name. ;D i havent written in a while, probably won't write much. but hey, you'll just have to live with what you hear.

last couple days have been rough. school's a pain in the ass, but socially, people have been ticking me off. not everyone though, i've got my AceGang, so its all good. i lost a great relationship today due to some other fresh fruit- which really sucks.

i'm happy, but its a happy sad. it needed to happen soon, but i just couldn't do it, until today. i'm so sick of having to please that whore. i am once again free. its something i haven't felt in a while. i think i needed it. it feels real good.

thank you mike. you were a sweetheart.